I don't know why i continue writing in here but for some reason i do ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here for a while. Things are a little effed up around here lately. Tonight my moms boyfriend broke up with her. What an asshole, she thought he was different, but who can you trsut these days anyways? I feel liek its my fault because i was always an asshole to him and he knew it cuz i made it really obveous. My mom knew i didn' ( Read more... )

What happens when you think nothing is going your way? Do you slide it off your chest or do you make it so that day or days will go completely horrible becuase something bad happened. I don't think either of those are correct. It is not right to just act like nothnig is right, but its also not right to blow up over something so small compaired to ( Read more... )

Does anyone read this anyways?

Where do i belong in this world? everyone seems to have a place, me, i do not. I hear eveyrone talking about how "rude" or "selfish" i am. maybe thats how i seem, but really, im not selfish. i dont know where i belong and my biggest wish is to know. I want to be accpeted when i walk into my house and see my family, not only accpeted by my mother, ( Read more... )

all i have to say is i FUCKING HATE my moms boyfriend. shes acting hella stupid today all because of him. and i hate it. and i want my dad back.

Today i realized something. people like me will always find soemthing to complain about. today my day was going fine. i got to spend the night at a hotel last night for my friends sisters birthday party... I got to see Bailey, which was cool becuae i havent seen her in likel a million years and we used to be really close. So yesterday we got up ( Read more... )

So. i knew this would happen eventualy. my mom gets WAY to much shit from people. I'm going to my freind fayes house tonight and she called and said her mom was sick and asked if my mom could take us to youth group. so she said yes and called the fag aka kerry (the boyfriend) and he saiod he couldnt hang out because hes feeling sick and doesnt ( Read more... )

"Thank You ( Read more... )

I can still remeber how what happend a couple years ago struck all of us kids. A new man had entered my mothers life. It's wierd looking back at it, it seems wierd its not still in my life. I was in my moms room today, and i pulled out this binder, it had a WHOLE bunch of papers, emails from Leif (my ex step dad) and.. emails from me, my sisetr, ( Read more... )