so today was kinda dissapointing...well i didnt get into adavanced musical theater...i made it into 3-4 but im still kinda sad about it...but life goes on...my dad trying to cheer me up didnt help but it goes on...ill live...ive got bigger issues to work with anyways ( Read more... )

So last night my cousin, Maria (Masha), came into town (she lives in new york)...her and her partner, Ugene, are professional ballroom dancers...they're first in america and second in the world ( Read more... )

so a couple of weeks ago i went to the park and i met this really cute boy name jake (jacob). he's 16 with gorgeous blue-ish green eyes...well that day we talkked for about 20 minutes and found that we have much in comment ( Read more... )

I look all around me and all i see is my friends getting into new relationships and actually being happy for once...then i come home an i realize that once again i am utterly alone...which brings me to my question...WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME ( Read more... )

So i think love officially hates me. why u ask??? well let me tell u...i have a crush on one of my friends...but he doesnt seem to share my feelings...but this is someone that i could really see myself having a great realtionship with if only they would open their eyes...im sick and tired of guys only seeing me as "the friend"...its getting kinda ( Read more... )

normally this kinda stuff i save for my diary where i know no one can see it but i found the urge to share my thoughts with those around me...l8ly ive been feeling worst and worst...my dad and i are constantly fighting, i miss my mom more and more, the one person i truly care for, and have feelings for, doesnt give a shit...somehow i feel that im ( Read more... )