i had the weirdest fucking dreams... and it was a dream within a dream... i went to someones house, in a dream in a dream, he was wearing some shorts, i picked up a something i left there... he woke up. i "woke up", someone gave me a letter addressed to me at that address. i fell asleep on the couch. i woke up, i was in the house again, the person ( Read more... )

i had this super weird dream involving timmy coffee, a friend of my sisters ex husband and of my parents... and he told me how much he was in love with me. and "15 years" kept appearing out of nowhere, through out my dream. and i couldn't get a handle on why. but now.. i obviously know it's because he's about 15 years older than i am. um... yes ( Read more... )

saturday night i hung out with sophie and it was a hell of a lot of fun... she's been one of my best friends for like 12 or so years now, and we've never had any fights, etc. sometimes we blow each other off, and so on... but overall, she's the most stable friendship i've had ( Read more... )

50 foot wave were incredible ( Read more... )

quick update:

- work-i had two jobs, one at its PAWsible! doggy day camp in westhampton, mornings until noon. the other at hayfields cafe/deli in northampton, noon to 6. i no longer work at hayfields, because financially it didn't work out. i am DEFINITELY keeping pawsible. i got another job yesterday in a factory in chicopee making defibrilators ( Read more... )

i have two interviews today, & a perplexed atmosphere. leave a message.

i need, a lot of money.

225- national certification exam
500- down payment for animal massage courses
318- for each month after that for 12 months.
50-100- depending on where i get my massage license, unless i wait until the state licensure is passed, and who knows how much THAT will cost.
295- to join amta. which is required for most cities, and ( Read more... )

Massage law passes in Massachusetts
After more than a decade of effort, and including a dramatic last-hour power play in the state legislature, massage therapists in Massachusetts finally have a state licensure law ( Read more... )

gah. i got my period this morning and my emotions are all over the map. plus i'm in pain, and eric just left to go to amherst so i feel so sad. for no reason at all, hah! my horrorscope is really quite on target... which it is usually ( Read more... )

so i had that interview this morning. and i have to call back at 2 to see if i have to come back for a second interview, which is at 330. i have an interview at NATHAN'S old job at 2, also. and, i just got a call back from the cafe in northampton and i have an interview next wednesday. hmm. i wasn't too keen on the company i had an interview with ( Read more... )