a good site for everyone to be aware of:

http://www.cdadc.com/ds/index.html

about pregnancy with down syndrome, babies born with down syndrome, etc. i found it to be the most helpful in finding out information.

my fetus is healthy, as far as i know. i finally got to go to the doctor, who had NO IDEA about my miscarriage in march, the other doctor didn't tell her. wtf? so she was shocked, and i have my ultrasound scheduled for september 2nd. which is also the day school starts. woo! i got to hear the heartbeat, it was very awesome because i was so tense ( Read more... )

saw the melvins and big business last night, it was wicked fantastic. got worried a couple of times someone was going to crush my belly, but eric was a wonderful protector. it was my first time seeing either of them, and i was not disappointed. those drums are FUCKING LOUD AS HELL. eben stayed here with jessi, which i am grateful for. douchebag was ( Read more... )

i forgot to mention our tarantula tried to escape her house, through a little hole that houdini chewed through some amount of months ago.... and in the process, she broke 2 legs and ripped open her abdomen. i tried to perform surgery to stop the bleeding, with information i got from several spider websites, but she unfortunately passed away that ( Read more... )

my son loves to dance, it's pretty awesome ( Read more... )

dear world,

i had a miscarriage last weekend, and it's okay. i know it happened for a reason, the baby was probably not developing correctly. i was 8 weeks, and it happened naturally.

eric and i will prolly try again in the summer

dear world ( Read more... )

so... it's been 5 months since i've posted, i guess. how time certainly flys ( Read more... )

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why isn't eben here yet? it's really driving me crazy. i'm gonna scream. i have 6 more days until my due date... i just want to see him & hold him ( Read more... )