This week has been weird.  It's been cold and dreary and stressful, and oftentimes just downright depressing. 
Except for class, astonishingly. 
My actual classes have been excellent so far.  The beginning of the semester is always kind of cool that way.  Promises of learning and adventures and work for a reason.  Doesn't usually live up to the ( Read more... )

I don't have any plans. No plans about what to do in Life, no plans about what to do after practice today. Hell, I don't even have plans FOR practice today. Keller on Friday, provided that it doesn't rain. Jacksonville for Thanksgiving. Research paper sometime in between. That's all I know. I'm pretty sure that this is no way to live one's ( Read more... )

How does it get so hard to get out of bed? I had an instructor this morning get vocally mad about my being 5 minutes late to class. I used to get really nervous and queasy when teachers or any authority figures got mad at me. This time not so much. People have stuff to do. I pay you ( Read more... )

( Thats when I knew that I was Home. )

I was nice and active today, but that was cancelled out by the fact that I ate myself sick at Sonny's. It was Monday, though... it had to be done. Monday=Sonny's. My Methods professor started talking about social theory today when I asked him a question after class. Before that moment, I didn't understand how a student could ever have an affair ( Read more... )

I'm really not one to get all pissed off in front of my friends. These friends are different though. I got the best sleep last night that I've had in a long time... So what's with the attitude? I think it's all the stories. Maybe the fact that Sunday was ending. Interesting how the bad mood comes and goes. And how things that aren't even sad ( Read more... )

About a week ago, somebody asked me what makes me smile and what makes me frown. Since then, I tried to be conscious of things that were actually making me smile. Fewer than I expected. There are tons of things I like, heaps of things that I would consider to be stuff that "makes me happy." But things that actually cause my face to smile are ( Read more... )

( But whichever way I choose, I come back to the place you are... )

Night time interstate driving is an incredible experience ( Read more... )

Sometimes rain rekindles my love for Ben Folds. Katie and Greg's wedding was amazing. Incredible, beautiful, touching, magical... So Wedding Weekend #1 went perfectly as far as I'm concerned. Despite never having taken a computer class after my freshman year of high school (six or seven years ago), I've suddenly become tech support around the ( Read more... )