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Oct 13, 2009 06:52

This whole cold indifference is grating away at my self control. The warm arms of the only coping mechanism I've known to work are reaching for me. When I feel like I'm fallling, it seems the only arms there to embrace me, are those of what is most unhealthy for me. Jumping over these potholes I can't afford to fall into. No matter what "punishment ( Read more... )

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daydreamerdyne October 14 2009, 00:29:43 UTC

You're one of my heroes, too, Lia - and a lot of others' too. Oh the irony of being admired by so many ... so many would die to be you or kill to be with you ... and yet you feel so sad. You need to regard your self as home, beautify the inside rather than destroy it. This beautiful place inside your skin is the home you should come home to ... it would be all yours and you can make it as welcoming or as terrible as you want ... which do you really want?

I used to think it was harder to be happy and easier to be sad ... but then I realized that's like saying it's harder to keep my eyes open than it is to keep them closed.

You're blessed with so much beauty throughout, Lia. Perhaps the world just needs to find its sunglasses because you shine so bright when you're beautiful *and* happy.

I'm not a very articulate person :/ but I wish you all the best in the world because you deserve every ounce of it!

liasbuttissexy October 14 2009, 03:56:37 UTC

When I feel like I'm fallling, it seems the only arms there to embrace me, are those of what is most unhealthy for me.
AS YOUR SELF APPOINTED SPONSOR, I RESENT THE IMPLICATION THAT THE DISORDER IS WARMER THAN I AM OR THAT IT GIVES BETTER HUGS THAN I DO. ESPECIALLY WHEN IT MAKES YOU HAVE COLD HANDS. AND I GIVE GREAT HUGS. WHICH ARE FREELY AVAILABLE. (Ilu.)

I have more will than that. I value myself as a person more than that.
Please to be hanging onto that. And you always have a safe place with me. Know that.

So yeah. And I am going to keep repeating these things to you in person. ♥

lilshortangel01 October 15 2009, 03:06:57 UTC

I'm going to repeat the theme here, you are one of my hero's. This you know. I always look up to you. You always find light in everything and you are a strong beautiful woman. I love you and you need to get your ass up to Chicago. I have no money but I will buy you a ticket if you don't get on this. Give yourself a vacation. I miss you and love you!