Turn down the lights, turn down the bed.

I always get out of the trouble I'm in,
I wanna walk away, start over again.

wanna drink some sqeezahol and play guitar and laugh and sing, like that one night at Steven's house. That was too fun.

Music playing all day erryday when Im not in school.
Listless lately. not going out that much.
Lots of Tom Waits.
Birthday coming up.
I hope something radical happens soon.

Tears of rage,
Tears of grief,
Why must I always play the thief?

<3 Bob

Some bright morning when this life is through,
Some bright morning, some bright morning blues.

Lately I have been walking around all day long feeling like there's a rock in my stomach, just a little round stone that's cold and heavy and never moves but presses down on me and distresses me and makes me want to shout. I hate moods like this.

More of the same every single day.

bothered by little things these days. Feeling a wreck! But listening to the Decemberists a lot.

And to think I was in such a good mood for a couple weeks!

sometimes I am happy!

sometimes I am sad for no real reason.

But always am I subject to the sunshine.