ok im seeing things which really shouldnt effect me and i shouldnt care about but when i read those words it makes me so upset i feel as im loosing it and i cant control what i think

i wish it was time.....

.....but i know its not.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckf cukf cuflkc fuck fuckf cufuymn hjygfhg.

fucking hell.

:(.

i dont know whats going on.

i should be happy but im so confused.

im such an idiot

i have to stop being so parinoid but its hard when you love someone.

i wish i could see that things were ok but he annoys me so much and he's meant to be my friend then why is he acting like a cock to me and being like that

any ways fuck that shit im happy. very happy indeed.

xXx

hey people i discovered something last night ( Read more... )

:D

i think at the moment i am the happiest i have been in a while, i have been smiling for the last 5 hours which is starting to ache but it's worth it, Because she is.

It's only early days but it feels so right...

i smile when i think of her, hear her name, or when i see her.

xXx
liam

i feel drunk.
yes this is wierd.

im feel out of it at the moment.

i think i have a bug.

poop

anyways,

away with the negatives,

positives for the following week=

PHOTOGRAPHY TOMMORROW
NICKS MONDAY WEDNESDAY AND FRIDAY :)
i know the mystery girl
i have bullet in january
coaw in decmber
maybe enter shikari

ooooh the posibilities

ok so you guys may have noticed that i let live journal go to shit over the past couple of months ( Read more... )

fuck all of this shit

at the moment there is only one person i want to talk to
and i cant

:(

what the fuck is going on told something like that and then ignored?

now im confused too

life is shit ( Read more... )