Yeah I know I have been on a massive hiatus. Alot of tough things have gone in since I last wrote. Most notably that the one I loved dearly has not only broken off the relationship but has ended the friendship as well. Finding he had taken the time to remove from from LJ, DeviantArt and other places (he's the kinda guy that just does not take the ( Read more... )

So after a trip to Port Orchard I did not want to take because of the saddened memories involved with my time with Paul, I went so that my mom could meet some online guy she had been getting serious with (which..he was a no show by the way) Anyway, i could go on and on but I don't wanna yet. The trip was one problem after the next and the final ( Read more... )

Well it's been a while since I've updated so. Why not ( Read more... )

OMG check this out. lol. Music made only using the sounds that come with Win98 and XP

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dsU3B0W3TMs&NR=1

it pours. So the Kits Camera here is closing down. According to my manager we have anywhere from 3 to 7 weeks depending on who ends up liquidating us.

I wish I could say I am feeling cheerful but after coming across something online I wish I had not I feel like throwing up. Things are silent.. with no one to really talk to but this journal. Being reminded of what I've lost is not working so well for me. You would figure by now I would be over it but the truth is I am not. I have been taking ( Read more... )

You know when you have an experience so... relaxing yet exciting and like a lot of pressure has been released and then you feel all "up and at 'em" and ready to take on the world? Yeah, I had one of those just a short while ago ^_^ And now.. to tackle on a personal project!

I said some pretty hateful things about Paul on Valentine's Day. Some pent up anger spilled out and while I normally do not apologize for the content of my journal, I forget at times that people do read this as well as mutual friends of Paul and I ( Read more... )

Holy crap o_O Six Tails Naruto??!! Fucking awesome! :D It just keeps getting better and better!

Well... retail comfort at it's finest. After moping about January 4th which would have been the 4th anniversary between Paul and I and not so much as a "hello" on that day. Well I can go on about that but I won't. He and I already talked about it and it's good. Anyway, I did something pretty "stupid" that day and ordered up a 46" LCD TV. And holy ( Read more... )