i fucking hate you.

maybe i should feel bad, but i just can't.

I am Jack's smirking revenge.

One of my philosophy professors lectured wildly about love once, yelling: “When you’re in love with someone, that person is the lighthouse of your universe.” (I scrawled it inside Science and Poetry in pencil-lighthouse of your universe-as if I would ever forget that phrase.) He was a delightful caricature of his position. I could swear he ( Read more... )

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today my new physical therapist kicked my ass. it feels so good to be SORE and not IN PAIN. there's a very obvious difference ( Read more... )

today i'm working on getting college things in order and cleaning my room.
tomorrow i will finish getting college things in order.
tuesday i will make progress in getting my shoulder figured out.

"baby steps"

today i had goosebumps.
today was historic.
today i decided i might run track,i'm not sure.
if i run, it'll be because i need something to do, i'm too competitive.
and hey, no arms.
we'll see.

8/24/08- "I refuse to believe these 6 years were wasted."

I hate volleyball. All I want to do is cry. I hate my shoulder.

Post-1/25/09 things are going to be hard again. Everyone's going to be gone :(

i can't wait to get out of this town.