I don't know how to say it,
but I want out
I feel like I'm being pressured.

But,
I'd love to run up to You,
and take a summer off from life.
I'd see your glowing face every day.
We could see the colors
everythings alive.
that is my dream,
that could become a truth.

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I use to feel that a Kiss was paid back with a heartbreak.
But I'm broke, and you're feeling generous.

what did I do to deserve something that feels so priceless?
I'm not one to argue against you.

I told you I'd be your platform,
but tonight I feel that we've switched,
you were the good news I needed.

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Today was quite a day.
I completely checked out from reality,
only to come back to my fantasy.
and now that this day couldn't possibly get any better,
I'm choosing to end it.
goodnight everyone.

[only you.]

Sometimes I'm sick of life
and sometimes I'm grateful for it.
it really depends on the day.

like yesterday
I played a show twice.
the guests were yelling at me.
but afterwards
these smiley prissy girls
talking to me like I mattered for more than two hours.
there were not goodbyes.

why aren't you here?

now....

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Montréal was amazing. Nine and a half hours of driving to go to a world where French is the language was well worth it. I don't know french, and if I went back I'd want to learn it first, but it was nice not giving a fuck about what people were talking about. I am going to write about the drive up because there is a good story ( Read more... )

I feel as if all of our lives are constantly spinning aimlessly into nothing ( Read more... )

I don't see how it's considered fair.
To be willing to give everything.
but I'm able to give nothing.
Opportunities must arise quickly,
for I'm becoming impatient.

[Sunny days are near]

it's official..
I've been awake for twenty four hours.

and i couldnt sleep if i tried.

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Your cheeks felt warm to my ears tonight.

I saw it shine...

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I wait for your call ( Read more... )