I don't know what to think.
Except that I need 2.50 to get some smokes,
cause I'm going to be up all night.
Just glad the cops left..

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Side note:
It's really hard sometimes to resist the urge to kiss someone's cheek and tell them that they are beautiful.

oh my god..
i just want to break some shit.
just throw something against a wall and watch it shatter into little useless peices.
they used to be a whole structure, but now they're reduced to being left on the pavement.
just because i dont care about them anymore.
but some of the bigger ones are still beautiful to me.

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ther's so many problems,
that we don't know which to start fixing first.

but they weren't booze kisses,
they tasted bitter.

the taste was everything we'd dreamed.

show tonight, downtown, bring the hallucinogen[sp?] of your choice.

I'm not a patient person sometimes.
but i've been waiting for too long by any standards.
something needs to happen soon..

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Feeling...
This synthetic kind of love.

I need to see a doctor.

wow wow wow...
shit sucks.
a lot.

I feel like shit is hitting the fan all at once.
the littlest things are stressing me out.
so I apologize if I am being irrational,
but it's all I know right now.

I am genuinely sick of all these prissy girls,
wasting my time..

Because the only time i want is your time.

I dreamt of you last night.
it's rare for me to dream..

I miss you so good.

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