Blah. I hate when I'm in a blah mood. I've had a pretty nice day. Everlasting love cafe. I always like it. I've been at church for the past five hours and finally left. I enjoyed the snow we got. It's so cold thou. I hate cold weather. Im a summer person. Watched Mean Girls today with Andrea. Its sad cuz girls really can be that mean. As girls we ( Read more... )

           I an't stop smiling. I just we didn't have to wait. That we never broke up. But hey, this is pretty good. Nice even. I'm happy. I feel like I did 9 months ago. Learning about you. Loving us. I miss you. Is that crazy? I just saw you yesturday. I have all these love songs stuck in my head and I go around all day and sing them to myself. ( Read more... )

     After 9 months, we finally have a song. *iloveyou*

Embraceable You
by Billie Holiday

Embrace me ( Read more... )

I'm so nevous right now. I feel like im fixing to throw up. I dont really know why. I dont really know much of anything any more. I miss everything in life that use to matter to me. Becaues to tell the truth none of the stuff I cared about matters to me. I can go on the rest of my life, without it. The person I used to be, is gone. I miss her. ( Read more... )

Things with Trevor were better than I ever thought they could be. I had just turned 14. I had never smiled so much at one person. Never wanted to be with someone so much. One night I asked him to tell me a secert. Something he had never told me. Something true. Why? So I can know more about you. Can I tell you later. We talked a little longer said ( Read more... )

             Ah, Im just kinda blah right now. Movies was good. I want to talk to him really bad. I think he needs his space right now so I'll give it to him. Not for long thou. He owes me. Me and Sammie went and got coffe. Saw curtis at BAM. This guy thought we were on a date. haha. freaked curtis out. I wathed A Walk To Remember and cried my eyes ( Read more... )

I miss him. I miss those big hugs. I miss my milkshakes he brought me because those were the best kind. I miss my boyfriend picking me up from school. I miss counting his freckles. I miss ASU games. I miss Back to the Future. I miss his killer eatting dogs. I miss 17 hour bus rides. I miss him. I miss being sneaky. I miss his candycane truck. I ( Read more... )

They sent me home from school in first period. I have a doctors thing later. I hate being sick. I can't breathe and everything taste funny. My Dr.Pepper this morning was yucky. 7th Heaven was amazing last night. I cried. And next week? What happens to my poor Ruthie? I miss Peter on that show. Im gonna make a shirt that says" I heart SPIDEY!" Red ( Read more... )

Hey,

Im sick. Just a bad cold. Been feverish all day. I'm in the valentine mood. I made my valentines today. I have a valentine shirt. Its really cute. Its kinda dark red and it says be all mine on it. I'm ready for 7th Heaven tonight. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that it's Simon's baby. 129 days till I leave to go on the mission trip. I'm ( Read more... )

Another rejection from you. It was heart breaking. After all we've been through, you continue to do this. I let you. You, are my weakness. I hate how I let you time after time hurt me. I wasn't ready for this. I was ready for you. The words I've been waiting for so long to hear from you came to me. And in a flash you took them away. I won't be " ( Read more... )