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Another rejection from you. It was heart breaking. After all we've been through, you continue to do this. I let you. You, are my weakness. I hate how I let you time after time hurt me. I wasn't ready for this. I was ready for you. The words I've been waiting for so long to hear from you came to me. And in a flash you took them away. I won't be " forever" you say. But forever seems so far away. You seem so far away. We seem so faraway. I'm hoping for us. For you. I'm trying all I can do to be good enough for you. I hope that one day I'll be good enough for you again. I'm trying to be the person you want me to be. With all my might I'm trying. You gotta know that. I hate all the rejections you give me. I hate how I'm selfish. But I love you. I love you with all my heart. And some day, I know you'll come back to me. You have to find a way back to me. You promised me you would. " Kiss me one last time."