I am a horrible friend and a worse person. I want to change three seconds of my life but I can't. Why do we hurt the people we love? Because they hurt us first? This isn't an excuse ( Read more... )

I'm pissed again, goddamnit! And it's the same things making me angry... You think I'd just get them out of my life if they so consistently upset me... But I'm living with one of them next year unfortunately, and I can't simply banish him from the planet ( Read more... )

I wanted to be asleep about three hours ago... Too bad I decided to read a few chapters of my new book before I went to sleep... 450 pages later I'm pissed that I'm awake this late. But I just needed to see what happened and I needed to make sure the characters got their happy endings before I went to sleep. They did ( Read more... )

We never realize how lonely we are until we really really need a friend and nobody's around ( Read more... )

I talked to Christine Graham today. Things aren't back to normal, but then again our friendship kind of took a two year vacation. I hope things work out. I hope I can start calling her Bunny again ( Read more... )

Tammy: I'd bet you all the money on the earth he's a virgin ( Read more... )

THE RULES ( Read more... )

Why do I crave this despair? I don't get it. I should be happy. I am happy 95% or even more of the time. But god did I miss this. This being an overwhelming sadness. The sadness from which my bad poetry and drawings arrive. The sadness I couldn't seem to escape two years ago, and now I can't seem to find anymore ( Read more... )

I want to be sideswiped by a semi truck at 3:00 in the morning.

But I don't want to be in my own car.

God, can we arrange that?

I miss my boy. So much. It's amazing how lonely I feel.

Call me if you want to do anything tomorrow, I get out of work at 7:00 p.m. and have no plans after that.

248.767.2553

Night.