So far I've realized that acting technique is a bunch of bullshit. I'm being taught by teachers who know for a fact that what they're teaching can't be taught within two years. I don't want to do this anymore. I go in everyday and I'm usually daydreaming about scripts I'm going to write later on that day or working on my stand up material. I hate ( Read more... )

I seriously don't care.

It doesn't matter. I still like coming on here. I should probably get some sleep though. I will when I'm done. I'm really anxious to build something right now. Maybe I should play guitar or something. But my roommate is asleep. Fine. I guess I'll go to bed, too.

I'd like to live forever.

Ashley and I broke up. I don't know how to feel right now. I feel empty.

It finally hit me. I'm going to miss everybody so much. I don't want to leave, but I'm going to anyways. It's been crazy living here. But it's time for a change of scenery.

...how the days are going by. They seem like they're going by slow and fast at the same time. It's weird.

Well.....not really. I just don't like parties. They're too loud. And even when they're quiet, I try to give each guest an equal amount of attention so they don't feel bad. But that really hard. You always end up paying more attention to someone. It sucks. It's hectic.

All I did was wake up, look out my window, and go back to sleep. I miss that.

I've finally graduated. Four years of cheating, lying, and threatening have paid off. In a couple months I leave to New York. I'm not really excited. But then again, I wasn't excited about graduating until I was at rehearsal. That's when it started to sink in. I'm really going to miss everybody here(not really. I'll only miss a couple people). ( Read more... )