It is a common delusion that you can make things better by talking about them.
Dame Rose Macaulay

It is also a common delusion that you can make things better by thinking about them.
Me

I got Dostoyevesky's book, Notes from Underground. I can't wait to read it, not because I think it will help me understand myself any better because I think I know myself all too well. I want to read it, so I can feel like there is someone else out there like me because Dostoyevesky is the only person who I've ever come across who could even ( Read more... )

You're probably wondering how and why it ended so abruptly. I'm asking myself those questions too. But I know that you would thank me if you spent 10 minutes talking to Amber about all the shit I put her through. I know that you aren't her, but I'm still me, and I can't do it again. I wish things could be different. With Amber I let things get ( Read more... )

Hello what the hell am I doin' here ( Read more... )

No! I am not Prince Hamlet, nor was meant to be;
Am an attendant lord, one that will do
To swell a progress, start a scene or two,
Advise the prince; no doubt, an easy tool,
Deferential, glad to be of use,
Politic, cautious, and meticulous;
Full of high sentence, but a bit obtuse;
At times, indeed, almost ridiculous,
Almost, at times, the Fool.

I thought you were suggesting that I not call in sick, so I'm going to go to work. If you want to/can hang out tonight... call me and I'll feign sickness and leave work. Talk to you later.

Every time I think of something to post on this live journal for her to read, I can't do it. I can't interfere. I want her to stay focused on what is important right now. This isn't about her leaving him for me. This is about her deciding whether she wants to pursue things with him or be single. That is the decision she has to make for the ( Read more... )

I'm fighting for you as much as I can...while staying on the morally right path. But I think that the morally right path is leading me not to fight but to surrender ( Read more... )

Do I dare ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I forget that I'm a guy. I've seen the movies, I've heard the love songs, I want to FEEL that way. Most guys meet a girl and don't even think about there FEELINGS. They just see a beautiful girl and they want to be with them and that is enough. Or maybe it isn't. But I want to have those warm fuzzy feelings and I don't. And than I ( Read more... )