i love you ( Read more... )

sooo today was a pretty good and uneventful day. i woke up and read for like three hours. loser. and then i worked out for once. well okay i ran, whatever same thing. then i took a shower and went with kat to meijers to get her hair dye... and to the forsters cuz i forgot a movie that is late at BB and i will get in soo much trouble if found out. ( Read more... )

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tonight sucked. end of story. ok its not... work sucked, there was way too much to do. then i drive home (in mommys car, seeing as mines in the shop STILL... i think in car years it would be declared legally dead by now) anyway kat and me were gonna watch movies but she was sleepy so that sucked too. i guess my day wasnt that sucky but the little ( Read more... )

Because Of You ( Read more... )

as long as there is a breath in me no one will be able to seperate me from you ever.

yahoo! chicago in the morning!

i cant sleep. too many thoughts today i guess. i just want to go out and have fun. i think everything i do will be fun, until i do it. not so fun. i need something else. its like trying to find something but not knowing what youre looking for. i guess i was wrong? i need to get away from my house and blockbuster for a while. maybe chicago will do ( Read more... )

2 years ago exactly. to the last hour i think. hmm.

whats changed since then... guess everything has.

happy? i told you id put on the smile for you didnt i?

not that youd know.

i am happy...

i know you are at least right.

without.

i dont know.

i just want to live in my dreams.

ive felt lately that i need a change. i cant keep doing the same old shit anymore. i mean i dont really do anything, so i guess i want to do something. i need to meet people. NICE people. someone who i can trust and they can trust me ( Read more... )