I haven't
been on this thing
in sooo long.

I decided
this morning
that i'm going
to start using
it again.

I'm not sure
though if i'm
going to use
this one
or make a
new one.

Won't matter much
since LJ died.

The fact that I've been contemplating it again really scares me.
It's worse than ever.
I really need to find something I like to do.

Capricorn:
Remember when you were a kid and held your nose to swallow bad-tasting medicine? Well, now you're an adult -- and you can actually take your medicine and learn from it, too. Use all your senses and observe this situation.

Funny how relevant this is.
Astrology is amazing.

There's so much my mind wants to release.
I wish I could find the words or some way to express what I'm thinking.
There's just so much and it's all so scrambled.

I don't I'm going to be able to sleep.
Oh boy...

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