i am cold. so very fucking cold.

hmm lets see its monday... weekend was pretty crazy. went to the mall friday hung out with b n mb....i did my hair and i put some eye liner on.. i wouldnt look so bad if i wasnt so fat. saturday, i was suppose to hang out with bobby but i didnt feel like getting off my couch, then i had to watch my nephew...i woke up to him pushing a pillow in my ( Read more... )

well..i got my hair done...looks awesome....then i came to school and my german was like if you didnt hand in a paragraph im calling home and stuff and im like fuck my mom....thats all my aunt needs to hear is that im failing...that will put her back in the hospital...well if all didnt know my mother has given up on me....i see her everynight for ( Read more... )

i love him
i miss him
god i hate
myself

well...i got a progess report it was saying how im failing every class..not surprise...my mom didnt go nuts...which almost gave me a heartache...well im painting my new room....ill show pictures of it when i feel like taking some...man i finally got my new i pod from hp...they owed me soo...then something and... i dont feeling like typeing that ( Read more... )

today was bad. i all ways hang with this kid at lunch an all he does is make fun of my weight and it is really starting to get to me so i went on a diet...then he was like blah blah eat....and im like no...then hes like why...? im like for 2 days you made fun of me for my weight im on a diet..i thought..giving a diet another chance...because i lost ( Read more... )

well nothing new has really happened to me...im feeling alot fucking better. i think im going to school tomorrow...i dont want too, though. jamie came over last weekend...we had fun..we took my video camera out and just started doing punch of shit it was so funny...i need to edit some of it though...i was online and i found this thing where it is ( Read more... )

well..i had a pretty crazy week. monday i called jamie up crying because i could barely walk. so my mom took me to the hospital...i took a bunch of test and the guy is like you have a bladder infection that went into you kidneys..so now i have a infection in my kidney and my bladder and im like how did i get this and hes like from holding in it ( Read more... )

well my weekend was crazy...friday went to the mall of course....i was a pirate...i think this kid chris wanted to hang with me that night....then saturday came and the wedding was awesome...as in kevin millers words "i was pissed drunk" i did some stuff that i wish i never did...then sunday came a around and i gave me mom and a card and shes like ( Read more... )

hmmm nothing really new....going to a wedding saturday. i started to learn how to knit, my moms becoming so poor that i have to learn how to knit my own clothes. man i dont like my new house at all...i havent even moved in and i hate it....one thing i cant stand about girls...they are all ways like you whore and stuff....i was at the mall last ( Read more... )