i realized that for the first time in forever i wanted to write something down. here's what i wanted to write:

I live in Queens Village, NY. To get to anywhere without a car I have to ride the bus, or take the subway. The F train is my train. The closest F stop is on 179th Street, the last stop on the line. Today, on my way home from work in Rego ( Read more... )

I don't write, ever anymore. I don't mean in here, I mean for myself, to write worlds, to create spaces. I used to do that all the time. I used to love writing words down, words I heard and wanted more from, words I wanted to learn to violate and caress. Now my preoccupation has turned elsewhere, but I don't really know where that place is. I want ( Read more... )

NEW EL-JAY: please add me @ b_i_r_d_s if i haven't yet added you. i'm done with this old life.

...that now you only love me sometimes.

this place of limbo
is wearing me out.
i'm afraid
that soon my good thoughts will wain
and i'll wilt
into something that no longer exists.

Meagan to her friend, and within her words, me to Emily ( Read more... )

and i didn't even let myself cry because you can't mourn something you haven't yet lost ( Read more... )

Can anyone recommend a site or store where I could purchase a tunic length hoodie OTHER than urbn, delia's & alloy? I'm dyyyying for one!

♥

thanks dollies

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+ Bubble tea. I want some bobo tea with Yaz ( Read more... )