Our truest life is when we are in dreams awake.
-Henry David Thoreau

Welcome to my new journal. Hi. :) Many of you know me as either Lisa, Lullaby, or Wulfi, but I also go by Kjersti, so feel free to call me that.

I've been going through a lot, lately, so I felt it was time for a change. Hence, new journal.

Thanks for keeping up with me! There will be ( Read more... )

I know it's stupid. No... No it's NOT stupid, it's perfectly understandable but damn, if it isn't the most frustrating thing then I don't know what is.

Since taking Abilify I have had less and less mood swings. However, I had a bout of irritability today and I feel like the medication is not doing what I need it to do.

I am presently...

Painfully ( Read more... )

I find that it's become increasingly more often that I have this near-constant need to always busy myself. It's gotten so bad that if I have absolutely not a thing to do, I start bouncing or walking around, and feel so bloody frustrated over (literally) nothing! I feel this is not a good thing for me, or maybe I just need to find more stationary ( Read more... )

My bones should be healed in a month and a half. I'm so excited! However, Mother tells me muscles take twice as long to heal. Sigh.....

Things don't really -hurt- anymore, but it's just very, very uncomfortable sometimes. My muscles tend to tweak. It feels like little pinpricks, or shocks, even. Nothing hurts more than my chest right now, though. I ( Read more... )

Three huge things.

My favorite model and I are no longer friends.

And in November of last year, I was in a near fatal car accident and was quite injured. I broke six ribs, got multiple lacerations on my face, and popped a lung.

I am doing much better now, but each day is a struggle nonetheless.

Thirdly, I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder. The ( Read more... )

School's almost over.

I'm graduating on the 18th.

I might be out of school this Friday, and won't need to be back until graduation. Or, well, the Big M ceremony on the 9th.

I still have homework to do.

Bitch, I don't give a fuuuuuck.


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Because I'm a high school senior.

( Tralalalalalaaaa )

Busy summer has been busy. Let's just say that and avoid all the babble.

So I'm starting little events! About time, huh?

CHOOSE one of the following letters of the alphabet and send me a PM with your address, and I'll send you a famous/inspirational/funny quote and a pairing from a fandom I know you like either drawn or written out that I feel ( Read more... )

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Author: Kjersti, the one and only.
Pairing: Germany/N.Italy and maybe France/Germany, if you squint.
Characters:  Germany, S. Italy, Rome, France, with mentions of N. Italy, Spain, and Prussia.
Rating: PG-13...-ish?
Warnings: AU setting, character death, angst, graphic injuries.
Summary: It wasn't the right time to tell him, I knew. It wasn't the best ( Read more... )