When will I find it.

I've been feeling more like myself everyday, but that doesn't mean I've been any nicer.

Somethings last forever, some don't.  I'm tired of being alone in life.

Nick got on mornings at the hospital.  I hope this is what we need.

I'm having a glass of wine and watching a movie tonight. I finished pulling all the tack and staples out of Conrad's floor this evening. So it's all ready to be washed and painted tomorrow. I just don't understand why people carpet over wood floors. I made a tasty dinner and cleaned. Did some rearranging as well. Nick went to see Machete by ( Read more... )

Sometimes I hate dreams.

They say it's ok to make mistakes. But don't listen to them.  It is not ok to make mistakes, but you're going to make them anyway.  Mistakes can cost you your job,  life, relationships ( Read more... )

So my birthday was actually really fun.  I'm glad I went out.  We went to the zoo, which was having a 21 and up after hours event.  It was really nice to be there without all the screaming kids running around.  After the zoo we went to this bar in Royal Oak.  Good mix of people ( Read more... )

The anxiety has crept back in at full force. Makes for long nights filled with panicked crying and trouble sleeping. Slowly but surely becoming a shut in. I don't want this, but I can't stop it. The anxiety overwhelms me.

There is a theory that the dreams we have during REM sleep is the minds way of trying to see into the future, but if that is true why would we dream about people who have died?  Or dream about things that have long since passed. Like flowers withered, is that really what my brain thinks the future is. Am I living in the past?

I know I have been ( Read more... )

You know what I'm really sick of?  People that are supposed to be your friend not acting like friends at all. For instance,  I have this friend Sara, she has a baby boy just like I do and she's always saying we should get together.  She never picks up when I call, and never returns my calls, even when I specifically tell her I need to ask her ( Read more... )

So we started the process of piecing merchandise together and deciding what to photograph first. This feels like a winner. We have some amazing items! Certainly things I'd want to spend my hard earned money on! In fact, it's really hard not just keeping all the amazingly cute clothes ( Read more... )