A Box of Cigarette
Title: A Box of Cigarette
Pairing: JaeChun
Genre: Romance, Angst
Rating: G
Length: Drabble
Disclaimer: I don't own DBSK :(
Warning: Language
Summary: when the only thing you have left with your love is a phone call
A/N: This fic is made for and insipired by a conversation with Calista Halim, my best friend, although she will never see it~ :)
03.02.11 | A Box of Cigarette
“Hey.”
“…”
“Watcha doing?”
“Stressing out.”
“You’re always stressed out.”
“I’m tired…”
“Me too, the rest of the world can fuck themselves.”
“Yeah… I want to be home, Chunnie…”
“I want to be dead. Home is not a better place than the rest of the world.”
“Don’t leave me alone, we promised to die together.”
“I won’t, for you.”
“I feel like crying, everything is too hard for me. Seriously, I haven’t had enough sleep in days! I need my sleep…”
“You should sleep now, Jae.”
“I can’t… when I lie in my bed, I’m more aware of the distance between us.”
“I’m sorry…”
“It’s not your fault.”
“It is. I’m sorry, Jae, I…”
“Yoochun, you didn’t ask to be born in a family with a bastard as a father.”
/laughs “You bastard. I miss your bitchiness…”
“I miss you too. How’s your mother?”
“Don’t know, don’t care.”
“Yoohwan?”
“Please, don’t ask… How’s your study there?”
“Please don’t ask about that either.”
“We’re going to run out of things to talk about someday.”
“That has never happened before.”
“It probably will, soon.”
“…”
“…” /sigh.
“Chunnie, don’t do that.”
“Do what? ... Hey you started!”
/laughs “I hate you most days.”
“Liar~”
“Okay, Mr. Know-it-all.”
/laughs “Aren’t you going to sleep?”
“I’m still doing my homework…”
“Shit, it’s almost 1 there, right?”
“Don’t worry, did you have your dinner?”
“That’s funny, Jaejoong. Ah. There’s a text from Yunho.”
“What does it say?”
“I’m not reading it. It’ll probably make me cry.”
“Aw, come on.”
“Don’t make me, Jae…”
“What does it say?”
/sigh “You fucker. Yunho said, ‘You should make the counselor talk to your father. It worked with my father, maybe yours will too. Sorry I can’t do anything either ☹’ Aw, isn’t he adorable?”
/laughs “Like that’ll work. Yunho’s father is normal, yours isn’t.”
“I know right? Aw… He’s so nice!”
“Yeah, maybe you should date him.”
“Jaejoong, don’t start.”
“What? Why?”
“Just…don’t.”
“Until when are you planning to stay single? It’s been 18 years and I feel bad about changing boyfriend and having to leave you alone at times.”
“I’m not lonely. I like being anti-social.”
“Yoochun…”
“How’s Junsu?”
“Still the finest piece of ass I’ve ever fucked.”
“You’re a bastard.”
/sings “Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it~”*
“…”
/laughs “Hey, he knows! Everyone knows I’m labeled ‘date at your own risk’.”
/laughs “Poor Junsu… I wanna meet him, he sounds nice.”
“He is. You should come visit.”
“Funny, you wanna pay for the plane ticket? You should take him home.”
/yawns “Maybe, but you don’t get to see him. In case he falls for you.”
/laughs “Fucker. You should sleep.”
“I’m not done.”
“Then we should hang up.”
“God no, don’t!”
“Jaejoong…”
“Okay, whatever, I’m ditching this class tomorrow.”
“Waste of money.”
/sigh “Shut up.”
“It’s almost 2 there, Jae.”
“I own a clock, Chunnie, shut up.”
“…”
“Chunnie?”
“You told me to shut up.”
/laughs “Fuck you! Fine, I’ll continue the homework tomorrow.”
“Good, go to bed.”
“Fine. Skype** again tomorrow?”
“Of course, it’s our routine.”
“God, I miss you.”
“Don’t get sentimental, bitch, go to sleep.”
“I’ll cry myself to sleep.”
“Don’t do that to me…”
“Sorry…you know I love you right?”
“Yes, Jae. Get some rest.”
“You never say ‘I love you’ back…”
“Cos you know already. You should get Junsu to suck you off and clear your mind.”
“I’m not in the mood for Junsu…”
“… is he a toy to you?”
“You know me.”
“A little bit too well.”
“Just the way I like it.”
“… I’ll BBM*** you in class tomorrow. Go to sleep.”
/pouts. “Fine. I hate you.”
“I hate you too. Goodnight.”
“Night~” /click /user had signed off
“… I love you too, more than you know. Shit, where’s my cigar?”
***
(*) Lyric taken from S&M - Rihanna
(**) Skype: A messenger software that allows you to chat and have a phone/video call with your partner
(***) BBM: Short for Blackberry Messenger
Sequel: Addiction
Pairing: JaeChun
Genre: Romance, Angst
Rating: G
Length: Drabble
Disclaimer: I don't own DBSK :(
Warning: Language
Summary: when the only thing you have left with your love is a phone call
A/N: This fic is made for and insipired by a conversation with Calista Halim, my best friend, although she will never see it~ :)
03.02.11 | A Box of Cigarette
“Hey.”
“…”
“Watcha doing?”
“Stressing out.”
“You’re always stressed out.”
“I’m tired…”
“Me too, the rest of the world can fuck themselves.”
“Yeah… I want to be home, Chunnie…”
“I want to be dead. Home is not a better place than the rest of the world.”
“Don’t leave me alone, we promised to die together.”
“I won’t, for you.”
“I feel like crying, everything is too hard for me. Seriously, I haven’t had enough sleep in days! I need my sleep…”
“You should sleep now, Jae.”
“I can’t… when I lie in my bed, I’m more aware of the distance between us.”
“I’m sorry…”
“It’s not your fault.”
“It is. I’m sorry, Jae, I…”
“Yoochun, you didn’t ask to be born in a family with a bastard as a father.”
/laughs “You bastard. I miss your bitchiness…”
“I miss you too. How’s your mother?”
“Don’t know, don’t care.”
“Yoohwan?”
“Please, don’t ask… How’s your study there?”
“Please don’t ask about that either.”
“We’re going to run out of things to talk about someday.”
“That has never happened before.”
“It probably will, soon.”
“…”
“…” /sigh.
“Chunnie, don’t do that.”
“Do what? ... Hey you started!”
/laughs “I hate you most days.”
“Liar~”
“Okay, Mr. Know-it-all.”
/laughs “Aren’t you going to sleep?”
“I’m still doing my homework…”
“Shit, it’s almost 1 there, right?”
“Don’t worry, did you have your dinner?”
“That’s funny, Jaejoong. Ah. There’s a text from Yunho.”
“What does it say?”
“I’m not reading it. It’ll probably make me cry.”
“Aw, come on.”
“Don’t make me, Jae…”
“What does it say?”
/sigh “You fucker. Yunho said, ‘You should make the counselor talk to your father. It worked with my father, maybe yours will too. Sorry I can’t do anything either ☹’ Aw, isn’t he adorable?”
/laughs “Like that’ll work. Yunho’s father is normal, yours isn’t.”
“I know right? Aw… He’s so nice!”
“Yeah, maybe you should date him.”
“Jaejoong, don’t start.”
“What? Why?”
“Just…don’t.”
“Until when are you planning to stay single? It’s been 18 years and I feel bad about changing boyfriend and having to leave you alone at times.”
“I’m not lonely. I like being anti-social.”
“Yoochun…”
“How’s Junsu?”
“Still the finest piece of ass I’ve ever fucked.”
“You’re a bastard.”
/sings “Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it~”*
“…”
/laughs “Hey, he knows! Everyone knows I’m labeled ‘date at your own risk’.”
/laughs “Poor Junsu… I wanna meet him, he sounds nice.”
“He is. You should come visit.”
“Funny, you wanna pay for the plane ticket? You should take him home.”
/yawns “Maybe, but you don’t get to see him. In case he falls for you.”
/laughs “Fucker. You should sleep.”
“I’m not done.”
“Then we should hang up.”
“God no, don’t!”
“Jaejoong…”
“Okay, whatever, I’m ditching this class tomorrow.”
“Waste of money.”
/sigh “Shut up.”
“It’s almost 2 there, Jae.”
“I own a clock, Chunnie, shut up.”
“…”
“Chunnie?”
“You told me to shut up.”
/laughs “Fuck you! Fine, I’ll continue the homework tomorrow.”
“Good, go to bed.”
“Fine. Skype** again tomorrow?”
“Of course, it’s our routine.”
“God, I miss you.”
“Don’t get sentimental, bitch, go to sleep.”
“I’ll cry myself to sleep.”
“Don’t do that to me…”
“Sorry…you know I love you right?”
“Yes, Jae. Get some rest.”
“You never say ‘I love you’ back…”
“Cos you know already. You should get Junsu to suck you off and clear your mind.”
“I’m not in the mood for Junsu…”
“… is he a toy to you?”
“You know me.”
“A little bit too well.”
“Just the way I like it.”
“… I’ll BBM*** you in class tomorrow. Go to sleep.”
/pouts. “Fine. I hate you.”
“I hate you too. Goodnight.”
“Night~” /click /user had signed off
“… I love you too, more than you know. Shit, where’s my cigar?”
***
(*) Lyric taken from S&M - Rihanna
(**) Skype: A messenger software that allows you to chat and have a phone/video call with your partner
(***) BBM: Short for Blackberry Messenger
Sequel: Addiction