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Aftermath of a phonecall
and then I set him free to continue his happiness where he is now. This morning he didnt have the time to talk with me. He was to busy being served breakfast, though he was the one to call. He still hasn't properly asked so its no big loss anyways. its just not meant to be. So I was wrong and nothing is moving forward. My feelings for him have not ( Read more... ) -
Well now
Okay so lets see the last time I posted in here was far to long ago. My life has been doing the up down left right up down oh okay here you are kinda thing. I am still moving forward on the divorce though now it seems more of a reason to get it finished and in a hurry. I had been putting it off, procrastinating for some unknown reason....okay it is ( Read more... ) -
Cruise
Okay now for the fun stuff...the CRUISE ( Read more... ) -
checking in
Well I guess its time to start addressing things I have been avoiding. I am still not sure I want to yet. Since the second trip to NC I have felt mainly "numb". I dont want to sit and analyze these feelings. I might have to admit that I have been wrong about a lot of things and was only fooling myself, or I might have to admit I am hopelessly in ( Read more... ) -
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FYI I am a cranky butt lately. I went to NC to see someone very dear to my heart and since then I have been cranky. I didnt say what I wanted to him and am still trying ot figure out how to say it. All I know is that I am glad he is back in the states. I regret that we didnt do some thing and others I don t regret. One day the timing will be right ( Read more... ) -
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leggiez --
[noun]:
A person with a sixth sense for detecting the presence of goblins
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just something I need to do
Takes out the box and looks around...it was almost empty again. Reaches inside of myself and starts tearing out the memories from my mind and shoves them in the box...closing the lid inbewteen so nothing escapes. Reaches back inside of me and starts pulling off the strings attached to my heart and the feelings I have for him......seeing how it is ( Read more... )
