Ya give someone a perfect out and yet they keep their hooks in...I just don't get it.
I think he will always confuse me and hold something for me whatever that something is.

Another question is how the @$#%# is looking up a name and the city they live in prying/spying?
Especially when it was not meant that way and the info was duly given over on ( Read more... )

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A jotted note to say yes I am still alive...yes My life is still drama filled and Yes I have forgotten everybody but now its time to venture out in the big cruel world again.

Hugs to those that even remember who the @#$%# I am

He leaves in a week......in less than 2 he will be here. Yes I am nervous, for a whole lot of reasons. Most I wont go into here but will with him , or have already. I dont know yet if I can be everything I want to be, should be or what he wants and expects me to be. That is my greatest fear is hurting him yet again ( Read more... )

Kids are doing good....the weeble is sick but she is doing the hibernate til feels better kind of sick ( Read more... )

So life recently has sucked. Yeah I know I only write in here when there are problems. I am so sick of waiting around for someone. i also know I should trust him more but its like wtf. I am sorry but who brings their "ex" to dinner with their parents. It makes no sense to me. At least she is sorta kinda moving out and might be moved out maybe by ( Read more... )

Your Dominant Intelligence is Logical-Mathematical Intelligence
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I am starting to learn that being in a Long Distance relationship truly bites the big one. This one is suppose to work and will truly come to some fruition but is it really? I have a lot of fears on this one. I also need to know if I am doing it for me or to make him and the kiddos happy. Doing what I think is right for them. It felt very "right" ( Read more... )

Life has been about normal with a bit of added stress/happiness/and the like. Pretty normal actually. A Lot of it has been planning for one thing or another and nothing it seems can happen until late april or may. Having said that there is still so much to do and the waiting is hard. That and I cant believe that after 8 yrs we are finally going to ( Read more... )

I was told to stop thinking so much!!!!!!! laughs I love the Man I really do :) Even when he is tired and feeling miserable.