Work is going okay. The sushi bar has only been open for about a month now, and people are just discovering this now. Because of that, business is pretty slow. We'll probably live and die by the conventions that come through Orlando, since the Rosen Centre is located directly next to the Orlando Convention Center. Most of the time I find myself ( Read more... )

Yesterday was better. The happy hour mixer was alright. I spent most of the time talking to Justin about frisbee. He's pretty passionate about getting better, much like how I was when I first started. I talked to a couple of women, none of whom were actually interesting. We left Rok Room and went to Latitudes where Andy had some other girls (he ( Read more... )

I don't know why I feel so crappy at the moment. I think its because my whole life is a large lie, dedicated to making myself feel okay despite all the wrongness around me. The hard part is that I don't really talk to people about my problems. There needs to be a large amount of trust and understanding for me to really open up to people. Even the ( Read more... )

When I visited my sisters last weekend, Nikki told me that things happen for a reason. I really hate that saying, because that must imply that the reason that all these bad things are happening to me is because I'm a bad person somehow. I told her this, and she tried to spin it in a way to say that this may be a new opportunity to try something new ( Read more... )

I'm in St. Pete right now. Palermo came here for a couple of days and I decided to tag along and see my sisters. I told Linda about my recent lay off and she suggested that I move back here and find a job in St. Pete or Tampa. If I leave Orlando, I probably won't be returning. I like Orlando a lot. I've made plenty of friends that I would like to ( Read more... )

I find myself unemployed again after a mentally brutal week. Perhaps I saw it coming seconds before my car accident where I told myself March would be a terrible month. Maybe I should have thought "March will bring me tons of money and Starburst rainfalls." That would have been better ( Read more... )

I just got laid off from my job.

Monday I got into a car accident. Oddly enough, it wasn't my fault! I was driving to Game Stop, approaching this red light and I was just thinking to myself "March is going to be a sucky month." All of a sudden, I jerk forward and hear this loud crash behind me. Some idiot hits me from behind and knocks all my trash around the car. My neck kinda ( Read more... )

My eyes hurt. My contacts are going bad, which means I have to resort to my lame glasses. I don't have any money until I get paid again to get a new prescription. I really don't have any money for anything, which is shitty ( Read more... )

It's pretty obvious that I'm not making enough money, and I really need a second job. Finding the first one though was quite difficult, and now I have to find a job that suits my first job. I need something part-time, in the morning, and something I can get out of by noon or 1pm. What wonder job comes out of that I have no clue, but it'll be ( Read more... )