Something retarded
My eyes hurt. My contacts are going bad, which means I have to resort to my lame glasses. I don't have any money until I get paid again to get a new prescription. I really don't have any money for anything, which is shitty.
I feel retarded complaining about something like this subject I'm about to touch upon, but it upset me damnit. I have different groups of friends; work friends, drinking friends, frisbee friends, and nerd friends. One of my nerd friends Alex gets this idea to start playing Dungeons and Dragons again, and is trying to entice the rest of us into joining. I have never played before, but his enthusiasm rubbed off on me a little bit. We had agreed to meet last Sunday, but no one really called me. I was playing frisbee for most of the day and figured they would be meeting up later to talk about stuff needed for the nerd game. I called Alex at around 5pm to see what was up, but apparently they all met without me and had been doing stuff since 1pm. I was pretty upset, because he left me out and forgot to call, but it also reminded me of how I get left out of a lot of events for some reason or another. Someone forgets to call me, or it was on Facebook or email, which I don't have the greatest access to. I'm just not in people's minds enough to warrant a text message. It's all stupid really. I probably should be used to being left out. I finished off that night by getting really high with Palermo. I was freaking out a bit because apparently Scary Movie is the best movie ever while baked.
Today I have to get rid of my last video game in order to not go negative on my bank account. Hooray poverty and paranoia!
I feel retarded complaining about something like this subject I'm about to touch upon, but it upset me damnit. I have different groups of friends; work friends, drinking friends, frisbee friends, and nerd friends. One of my nerd friends Alex gets this idea to start playing Dungeons and Dragons again, and is trying to entice the rest of us into joining. I have never played before, but his enthusiasm rubbed off on me a little bit. We had agreed to meet last Sunday, but no one really called me. I was playing frisbee for most of the day and figured they would be meeting up later to talk about stuff needed for the nerd game. I called Alex at around 5pm to see what was up, but apparently they all met without me and had been doing stuff since 1pm. I was pretty upset, because he left me out and forgot to call, but it also reminded me of how I get left out of a lot of events for some reason or another. Someone forgets to call me, or it was on Facebook or email, which I don't have the greatest access to. I'm just not in people's minds enough to warrant a text message. It's all stupid really. I probably should be used to being left out. I finished off that night by getting really high with Palermo. I was freaking out a bit because apparently Scary Movie is the best movie ever while baked.
Today I have to get rid of my last video game in order to not go negative on my bank account. Hooray poverty and paranoia!