I won't get a raise this year. I know this in the bottom of my heart. I really need to find a second job to basically fund my rock-and-roll ride-or-die fuck-your-face lifestyle. Last weekend I probably spent at least $150 drinking. I am completely out of control. I just don't want to live my life all stagnant ( Read more... )

For some reason, i feel really shitty. I've done nothing wrong, or maybe i didn't do enough. I must grow more as a person if i want to survive this life.

I had jury duty Tuesday. It was quite the waste of time. For lunch that day, I went to this sushi bar on Orange called Ichiban. I THOUGHT I heard someone murmur about me being at the Rosen Centre when I entered. I must be getting famous, or really fucking conceited. Anyways, I went to break my chopsticks to eat my gyoza, and I ended up splitting ( Read more... )

Hello 2010. So far, so good, except for the diarrhea I've had the past few days. I'm getting older, which means I'm running out of time.

I guess 2009 was okay. I left one job. Found another. My heart shattered. I moved on. And I'm still broke. It's a pretty average year for me ( Read more... )

So my car died. I had my 93 Toyota Corolla ever since I graduated high school. I've had such good times in that car, and such terrible times. I never loved any inanimate object as much as I loved that car. And I killed it. I wsa being cheap and trying to stretch out a delayed oil change, which resulted in an awesome hole in the engine block on the ( Read more... )

- My car died. It's all my fault. Put oil in your car if you love it.
- I've been working a ton. I have three 15-hour days back to back to back.
- I currently hate my life.

My sister is getting freakin' married in two weeks, and she brought some friends to Orlando for a 2nd bachelorette party last Friday. I brought my own crew (Billy K., Dave, Palermo) for shits and giggles at Barbeque Bar and Backbooth. When I saw my sister, she was already hammered. Much dancing and some drinking (I was driving so I didn't get ( Read more... )

I haven't felt totally awesome about myself lately. I just feel like I'm not a good person. I'm not sure how to explain it really. I am reminded every now and then that I am not great ( Read more... )

I still don't have a second job. It's hard to find a suitable job where I can work earlier during the day and be off in time for my full-time job at night. My mother left me a voicemail the other day (without showing up as a phone call, how the hell do people do that?). She basically was asking ME for money. ME. The brokest person in the entire ( Read more... )