This whole Halloween weekend has been nothing short of amazing. I've met someone that I'm really into, the previous girl has been odd but then again aren't we all? As much as I liked her and cared for her, can't help but feel better from this whole experience and ordeal. Melissa has been nothing but awesome ever since we started hanging out, I'm ( Read more... )

Taking a break from this 24 hour charity stream and thinking to myself. As much as I liked her and promised to trust her. I can't help but being hurt, suppose this is normal.......yet I feel like I got played. Shame.

She's got a boyfriend now. I fucking knew it, oh well. I won't let it get to me, her loss. I promised I'd be friends with her regardless of what happens and I will suck it up. She's a good kid but I suppose she'll learn from a long distance relationship that it won't work.. Either way, I can't be around her if it makes me unhappy. I wish her the ( Read more... )

You'll never read this so I'll be more than happy to post this here.

Don't let what is in the distance obscure your vision of what's in plain sight.

You know how I feel, don't lead me on. Be honest with me.

I'm starting to think that Stephany is taking a liking to me. But then again it was over drinks.......drunk actions are sober thoughts. Let's see where this journey will take me..... either into further sorrow or a better road.

I let her know how I feel..... I hope this doesn't turn bad.

"Love is like an aero plane ( Read more... )

Stephany is back in town, I am delighted to say that she loved the flowers I left her a few days before she returned. I'm hoping to see her sometime in the next few days as I'll be working a six day work week this coming week. Her birthday is coming up as well so I need to start working her cake... It's no lie. >:3 ( Read more... )

I'm not a 100% sure when Stephany is coming back. Part of me is like hurry! Another part is really enjoying the alone time with her dogs. Those little bastards crack me up sometimes, especially the little pom.

In other news work is going to suck next week but no worries I say. Six day work week I say bring it!

Part of my hopes for this girl to get back soon. I do like her but I wonder how she feels of me........ Probably not in the same fashion as I. Still hopeful thinking as we've known each other but no more than 3 months, yet things are looking well. Only the future can tell this moment.........

More to come.