my loud heartbeat.

[left_coast_cat]

A sexless but still interesting entry:

Last night Art called me and said "I am just calling to tell you that I will contact you sometime in the future"
I said "Thank you for calling me and letting me know"
We said our goodbyes (sans "i love you's, as it was clearly inappropriate)
I think I am in the middle of being broken up with. It's been a long

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[plasticpepper]

*hugs*

I don't think I can be of much use other than that, but I certainly do offer plenty of hugs.

[left_coast_cat]

internet hugs rock.

teh end

[mooflyfoof]

Fuck, that sucks about Art. I hope it's not what it seems. :(

Do you know how much they've decided to give you? I got 50 milicuries and I seriously felt *nothing*. No nausea, nothing. Ok, actually, I did lose my sense of smell for a week or two--but that was it, and I didn't even realize it until I noticed food was totally bland. Suck on those lemondrops I gave you! Good luck! This is the hardest part, just because you can't be around anyone for company, and you're feeling the shittiest since you're farthest from your last thyroid pill. But it'll be over in a few days! **hug**

[left_coast_cat]

i will look at my millicuries.

ahhh on the lack of smell. i heard my taste buds may be affected. i didn't go into this on long thing, but:

since i had trouble swallowing pills, they had to prepare it in liquid form (translation: they attached a straw to a syringe and i drank the liquid). it was a bit of a shock when i was done drinking it, and they took two steps backward and asked me to step into the corner. it made me really realize that i was radioactive. the doctor didn't shake my hand, and told me to remember to stay away from infants and pregnant women. out of the building i successfully avoided literally 15 little ones (WTF? is it little kid day?!).

[mooflyfoof]

Yeah, one of the potential side effects is that it can damage salivary glands, tastebuds, etc... but it's not guaranteed by any stretch of the imagination, and I didn't have any side effects like that. Just the temporary smell thing.

I remember when I took it he pointed a geiger counter at me to make sure I'd actually swallowed it and not just, I dunno, hid it or something. So, so strange to be radioactive. Especially because you can't feel *anything*.

[left_coast_cat]

nah, if he breaks up with me, i don't know if he would want to read this lovey card and these presents..

i'll give him some time.

but yes, he is irking me, as well. he certainly bailed in my time of need - real awesome.

[selille]

Please be careful... sometimes feeling bitchy will help to keep back the hurt from taking over.

[left_coast_cat]

yeah, i can see that.

stupid emotions, being unreasonable.

[g0newiththesin9]

*hugs* feel better. I'm sorry about Art.