geeze i stayed up till 4am this morning cutting wood and gluing them together ( Read more... )

i was telling myself to wake up early today but that soo didn't happen ( Read more... )

i woke up so early this morning.. at like 5... steph picked me up at about 5:30 then he dropped me to the airport... this second goodbye wasn't as hard as the first.... steph didnt even seem me off when i left in july... but he was okay to see me off this time... this time, we didn't cry at all.... i think we're getting used to this long distance ( Read more... )

it was my last day on the island today so i wanted to make the best of it. I didnt think i was going to see any of my friends when i came back, but i was surprise that i did ( Read more... )

I got the chance to finally spend some time with steph =D ( Read more... )

today was the funeral of my nephew ( Read more... )

i think a lot has been going through my mothers head right now... she didn't even remember to order flowers for my nephews funeral. I have no clue in how to make one of these bouquet thingy's but I'll try my best. I bought some angel wings, and some foam thingies that you stick the flowers in, some ribbon and some wire ( Read more... )

i came to the art institute feeling bad on the very first week. i had a talk with an instructor of mines and he told me that i am very unexperienced and sorta mentioned that i should have been accepted by a portfolio to this school... but I didn't. It made my hopes and excitement of learning shatter into pieces and make me feel as if i am not good ( Read more... )

my friend Sheryl from hawaii and I got together today to look for apartments. She's been having problems with her current roomate, and well school housing is just expensive so we decided to find a cheaper place together. I have to move out by the 26th so I'm going to stay with her and her unfair roomate till we find a place. He makes her pay $100 ( Read more... )

I find myself such a dork. All I ever do think about is work. I guess it's because graduation is my ticket to many things. I lived a life with such strict parents. I was practially a substitute for my moms care home even if i didnt want to, but I was tricked into it and I was really a prisoner of my house. My mom left whenever she wanted to and ( Read more... )