It's almost spring break!!! I know I should be freaking out in excitement, but i'm too stressed and busy. I have a midterm and two papers due tomorrow- and I had to work ALL day today. My roommate and I are going to New York for 5 days. Neither of us have been before, so I'm hoping I fall in love with it.... i haven't fallen in love in a long time ( Read more... )

i really have to stop ruining my own life. now.

i am fully aware of the fact that i push people away before they can get close to me. its a defense mechanism i can't stop. i know i am preventing myself from learning from others, being loved and allowing myself to love in return. i've had my heart broken; i partially did it to myself. cut your losses ( Read more... )

i've been so sick for the past three days. i think its almost over-finally. my body can't handle anymore of this. After reading weeks and weeks worth of literature about sex and AIDS, I'm starting to get paranoid ( Read more... )

i really haven't been feeling well lately. i have no idea whats causing it, maybe its just stress and nerves. i am so incredibly overwhelmed with school, work, and everything else that is going on in my life right now. i feel like all i do is read- all day. i have an appointment with one of my professors in an hour and i'm scared to death. i also ( Read more... )

This is going to be a rant, so completely disregard everything i say in the heat of this moment because it isn't directed at you.

FIRST OF ALL, if people are constantly pissed at you and you friends are telling you that you're a crappy friend and they don't want to hang out with you, shouldn't that make you think that YOU have a problem????? WAKE ( Read more... )

Its nearly midnight, and I know I won't be able to sleep. I have way too much on my mind, as usual. Starring at the painted wooden boards that make up my ceiling doesn't sound too appealing right now.

This has been one of the strangest weekends of my life. I've yet to figure out why the creepy guys always seem to find their way into my living room ( Read more... )

honestly, who cares?

i made it back to tucson safely and with no speeding tickets. (that's a huge accomplishment for me) i realized i'm extremely spoiled as I unloaded the bags upon bags of random crap my parents bought me while i was in scottsdale. being back here is kinda eerie; i feel as if i've been gone for an eternity even thought it has only been a few days. i ( Read more... )

i never thought i'd live to see the day when my father and i would be singing in the car to the same song. thank god for bob dylan.

it's amazing how when you're in the moment, it always seems as if no one can relate. no one has ever gone through what you're going through. no one understands or could ever deal with what you're dealing with. its even more incredible when you come to the realization that there are other people out there that have gone through situations extremely ( Read more... )