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I can't tell if Im happy or sad ( Read more... )

LFO is so cool
And I probably would have never thought about it if the coolest person in the world didn't start listening to them out of nowhere.
Brandon Davis is (basically) the coolest person I know. He is my favorite.
And he may or may not have told me to post this,
but it doesn't mean I didn't want to.
<3.

I think
I am in love.

I don't know what to say today ( Read more... )

No one is really ever that blatantly honest with me.
Mostly cause they're scared of what I'll say or do,
HE is blatantly honest with me,
I don't know if I should laugh or cry.
I guess I really don't know myself at all.
Sometimes....

This is where it gets confusing ( Read more... )

fuck the plateau.
i have brandon.
and i have kelsey and deanna.
and that's all i need right now,
i dont need to be anything else except
loved
and i am.
oh, how loved i am.

This is where I stand;
between beautiful and ugly,
fat and skinny,
happy and sad,
any feeling in the world and it's exact opposite is what I'm caught between.
I'm not getting worse but it doesn't mean I've gotten any better.
Changes are occuring but lately I can't even feel what's going on around me.
Frustruation builds so quickly nowadays; this ( Read more... )

Sometimes,
the things you love the most,
are the things you let down the hardest.
This is the thing you'll have no clue about,
this is the thing I kept for myself.
This is the thing that demands liberation,
this is Emily not being ready to open the gates.