frustrated photographer.

[le_purestatic]

Hello world.

I just came out of my cave.
In which I spent 3 days intense video gaming away at my laptop.
zero internet, haven't logged on to msn or to livejournal or to deviantart for days.

i predict i will get bored of that game in....2 more days perhaps.
that's why i don't bother to spend $70 on a video game, cuz like with everything else my

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[hmt1321]

Hmm...is that something has to do with gene? I am too feeling insecure and dissatisfied even though I have or possesses most of the things I want (things that I can afford of course). Why then? Something really missing and incomplete...maybe my beloved daughters are not at my side most of the time, or...sigh!

[le_purestatic]

daddy, your comments always make me and jie jie wonder if you have been a guy who has made alot of wrong decisions in the past or never had much say in making life decisions that you've come to regret?

Why always sound so disastisfied one. you should be comforting me instead of the other way round lorrr. daddy you should start acting like a mature 51 year old and get your sad, disastisfied life fixed! better figure out what's wrong and lacking and MAKE IT A BIT BETTER!

hahaha. the only wrong thing to do is not doing anything at all and watch your life fly by with a blink of an eye - like what you've been doing for your past 50 years is it?

aiyoh, never too late.

[hmt1321]

You can be making decision that is 100% correct and perfect, especially in relationship. Believe me, is never never easy when deciding who is your long life partner, even if you have decided, maintaining that partnership require a lot a lot of efforts, painstaking and sacrifice. Then you may ask, why step in again? Well, I guess that is life, can't explain. Hence, should you get involve with someone, especially at young age? Is there a 90-100% perfect guys? Can you live with it? The choice is your, you decide, you bear with it. I am bearing with what I have decided, partly right and partly wrong, no one to blame, it was my call

[theophyllia]

Oy, why you comment so often on HuiHui's blog and not on mine?

[theophyllia]

Well, dear, that's the downside of being - like any other normal person - aware of how other people think and what they like to see. Without validation and applause from others, our best efforts seem empty and meaningless. Otherwise, why do you even bother putting up your work for people to see?

Anyway, why are you so worried about experimenting? Even if you lose the old audience, you might get a new one. Why not?

[le_purestatic]

i want to experiment.
but my head is like stuck with old habits. i can't seem to think dimensionally. it's hard. when i successfully do it, it seems like i'm always ripping off from someone's art.

if art is all about ripping off one another and changing it a little to make it your own, isn't it quite sad and unoriginal.

i think i need to sit down for a good hour and properly use my brains and conceptualize. instead of using what RP has ingrained in me. To go online and source for information to copy and paste. XD

meow !