My longing for Him is so overpowering sometimes. I just want to SEE Him. I want to see that beautiful face. I want to see those scars: His head from the crown of thorns, His hands and feet from those nails, His back where He took a beating for <3 Me <3, His side where they pierced Him. I want to look into His eyes and see His love for me. I want ( Read more... )

i'm going to mont belvieu this weeknd. oh how fun. we are staying at kevin's house...that's going to be a little weird i would think. maintence is supposed to be coming by to fix my house, i hope they get here soon. i start a new job on monday...job equals money, money equals sending kevin to chicago...i'm not sure that i want to have $$$. ( Read more... )

life is crazy. and very very busy. my head hurts

hello. it's been so long since i've put an actual entry that i decided it was time. the house is finally situated. my life is going good. Although I did have this thought the other day: if nothing gold can stay why is it worth so much?

I AM MARRIED

HEY! HEY!

KEVIN AND I ARE GETTING MARRIED NEW YEAR'S EVE at 2:00 P.M

if you can read this, YOU ARE INVITED

Shay

just so we all know, i'm back with kevin. if you have any questions call me

WELL GUYS AND GIRLS! I'VE DECIDED TO DO AN ACTUAL UPDATE, BUT BECAUSE I'M LAZY, I HAVE COPIED AND PASTED THE LAST FEW ENTRIES IN MY XANGA ON TO HERE...IT'S A LOT EASIER ( Read more... )

blah blah, i'm sorry that i'm a xanga junky now...blah blah blah.....i hate my job....blah blah blah....i hate boys...blah blah blah

ok...so life is weird now. um, will and i decided that we didn't have very much in common and that we couldn't see being with people who had opposite beliefs than the other so um, we broke up. but it's cool. we are both hurting but it's neat cuz we can talk and we are consoling each other but at the same time are broken up. it's definately nice ( Read more... )