i felt kinda creative the other day, i need to start writing again.

he said he wasn't like anyone else and wasn't normal... but what is normal? everyone is different in their own way and there is no ideal person. no one is perfect , everyone is messed up in their own life but time goes on and no one really stated what normal was. no ones normal.

I'm on the train going back home to long island. I'm really starting to hate it there, its like a totally different world or something like that. it just hit that I really wanna get out of there but I know it won't happen for awhile.. I need to figure out what I wanna do with my life and what I want to go for school for. I love being in brooklyn ( Read more... )

I love when I do random things like come all the way to the city to meet up with an amazing guy. came out last thursday night and again tonight to spend time with him and I'm at his job waiting for him to get off and then go to brooklyn.... hopefully it won't be 8am.. I need my sleep I have to catch a train around 11 tomorrow to make it back in ( Read more... )

i got bored ( Read more... )

i come home and my dad says get your numbers off your phone i'm canceling it tomorrow.. i swear i hate him so much. last night i was told i'd have two weeks to save money and get my own plan but my dad is such a dick and telling my mom shes not aloud to co-sign.. like wtf im going to pay my fucking phone bill i just can't get it by myself because i ( Read more... )

so i'm just about to go to bed and i hear alot of noise outside, walk out the door and see police cars, fire trucks and ambulances. turns out someone hit a pole... now how is that possible i have no idea. my road is straight and has street lights. people are lame.

the summer is almost over and im upset i didn't do anything amazing.
i need something to rememeber and it has to happen quick.

no more canada and im fucking pissed.

i've been so busy lately and its good ( Read more... )

i have such a busy week.
tonight is jeffrey's prom.
tomorrow's my prom, then camping afterwards.
work at one on friday. i don't want to go.
guaduation hopefully saturday, if it rains then sunday.
i don't think i've ever had this much stuff to in such a short period of time.
there will be tons of pictures.