Sometimes

[lavonnerawks17]

Sometimes I think I need to be on medication. I am incredibly depressed for no apparent reason. I want to go and live in a trailer and get a stupid pay-the-rent kinda job. And just die that way. I swear I just wish, I didn't have to try anymore. I want my life. I swear I never thought this would be how I felt at 20 years old. I had a plan,

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[hiraeth]

i have a love/hate relationship with dreams right now. but i totally understnad what you're feeling even if it's also completely different at the same time. i just wish someone could show us that one day, yes, we will be that kind of happy we all dream of. if i knew it was coming, i think the frustration would be more bearable. why can't we have a sneak peak?

stupid life.

♥ you