Sometimes
Sometimes I think I need to be on medication. I am incredibly depressed for no apparent reason. I want to go and live in a trailer and get a stupid pay-the-rent kinda job. And just die that way. I swear I just wish, I didn't have to try anymore. I want my life. I swear I never thought this would be how I felt at 20 years old. I had a plan, loneliness was not in the plan. Dreams so perfect that I never want to wake up, we not in the plan. I wish my dreams were real. Seriously, need it.
so let go, jump in
oh well, whatcha waiting for
it's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
so let go, just get in
so let go, jump in
oh well, whatcha waiting for
it's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
so let go, just get in