from altfriday51. What sorts of small, inconsequential chores do you find it difficult to motivate to complete ( Read more... )

Someone left a comment on a comment that I left on their LJ that totally made me understand how I feel about Adam and why I've been so psychotic over the past weekend. (And I haven't documented the psychotic behavior because I don't want to, but trust me, I was CRAZY!)

She wrote: I can't stand not having any infuence over my lovelife and being ( Read more... )

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Yesterday I spoke with Adam, it seems he can't get over whatever issue it is that is preventing him from fully enjoying our relationship. After breaking up for the second time I lost it. I deleted all my LJ posts, all my friends from myspace, all my friends off my AIM buddy list, etc. I am so sick of putting in all the efforts. Why should I be the ( Read more... )

The Tin Man didn't know how good he had it. I wish I didn't have a heart. Where's my yellow brick road, wicked witch, and ruby red slippers? I'd love to visit the Emerald City and have the Wizard of Oz take away this bloody beating mess in my chest.