*sniff sniff* somehow i don't like to read your entry but... bb don't thinking about them too much~~ that make you sounds depressed even day and will hurt you, even more.
and i always too keep believe and exactly they'll back in 5. no matter how long does it take, can we wait for them? :) /huggles
RINNN /huggles you tightly. im sorry for this D: but it's been on my mind all week and only last night i came to realize everything ;_; i know im thinking too much, but i can't help it. if i don't think everything through, i can't move on D:
but really, i've made my peace last night T___T about the whole JYJ & homin thing D: but same. i will always keep believing in them, even if it seems impossible ;'( so let's wait for that day together okay? ♥
actually i'm speechless after i read your entry bcuz i think i really agreed with you. our boys should/need to move on but yeah it's really sad. :(
the past was too painful for OT5, now, the present is the start of another journey but there's always tomorrow, & their roads will cross again, and that day, for sure, we will see a smiles painted on their faces. :)
im sorry you were speechless DDD: and for thinking this way, and it is very sad isn't it? ;_; especially when our ot5 won't be back for a long time? D: im so envious of all the other fandoms, but still at least we still have JYJ T_T it's not five, but 3 is better than none? D:
it is new journey, and i believe ot5 paths HAS to cross again... and they say time heals everything, it has to. so one day, we'll see their smiling faces again. and they'll just laugh it all off, ♥ we'll be okay, i know it :D
Yes it hurts a lot knowing that it won't be the same. And watching old videos doesn't make things better but a lot worse. It hurts soo much to see them smile but it hurts more to see them cry because I know that they only smile for us fans and keep their cries for themselves. I would rather cry with them than to see them cry alone. Afterall we are one. I tried avoiding their news as much as possible and cram myself with the other idol bands but they just keep popping up. I just can't keep crying and hoping that they'll come back as five but I still believe they will because a big part of me really don't want to let go. Even if they don't come back as five, they should at least be there for each other like they should instead of seperating. I miss them so much, Jinny unnie. And words alone cannot describe how much I miss them as a whole. I just don't want to see them cry again but actually smile. :/ I feel like I'm contradicting myself for saying one thing and then another.
oh gosh. it hurts SO MUCH, especially right now, knowing nothing can be ever the same again. no matter how much i wish wish and wish it doesn't D: & exactly. i thought watching old videos can make me feel better, but it DOESN'T. only makes me miss them more ;_;
tbh, it's SO painful to look at JYJ/HM right now. even when they are crying and smiling, it just makes me depressed. i just want to give up fandom now. like there's a NEED to bc it seems like its ONLY going to get worst DDDDD: because it feels like their drifting further and further away from each other T_T
im glad you went to other fandoms. i have none, so that's why it hurts even more right now D: & me too. right now. i can ONLY wish HM gives JYJ their blessings or else im not sure if i want to support ANY of them T_____T (gosh im such a bad fan /sobs) but i am selfish and want them back as wellll.
/HUGGLES YOU TIGHTLY. im sorry for ranting to you, lol and dw, im MADE up of contradictions too D: lol
i'm glad to hear you've made your peace with the current situation. i was a mess too - bouncing from being mad at homin for not joining the three, and mad at the three for not staying with the two. but at the end of the day, i know i'm being selfish for wanting them to stay five. i've come to respect both of their decisions, because this is their life. i truly love them as five, but i'm not going to stop loving them just because they are not five anymore
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its not helping me bb. i cried even harder now. i know that i’ll be able to settle my heart and it takes time. no matter how loud i scream that i keep the faith, it ends, doesnt it. and i cant change any single situation. my first fandom.. i just enter this fandom and been crying since i join. no bb, i dont blame anyone. its just that i love them this much. it hurts me but what they feels is thousand times hurt than this. if they move on already, i should do the same. they are my role maker after all. yunho, jaejoong, changmin, yoochun, junsu. as tvxq, you teach about love and friendship. they remind friends, coz they are friends from the beginning. and me? shall deal with real life from now on. tvxq will always stay at my heart as one and the only group that makes me happy and shed droplets of tears
DDDDDD: im so sorry gotami unnie. i thought this would help, but reading through what i wrote today makes me feel even more today. because it made everything seem EVEN more real now, and i had been trying to tell myself otherwise. i don't want to believe JYJ would move on this fast, but they have ti. and i understand that they have to, but i still don't want to believe it. not ever. i still want to believe they will hold hard after homin.... but even if they are, things seems quite impossible now. (im like ranting right now and i doubt my words are making any sense, lol
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somehow i don't like to read your entry but... bb don't thinking about them too much~~
that make you sounds depressed even day and will hurt you, even more.
and i always too keep believe and exactly they'll back in 5. no matter how long does it take, can we wait for them? :) /huggles
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but really, i've made my peace last night T___T about the whole JYJ & homin thing D: but same. i will always keep believing in them, even if it seems impossible ;'( so let's wait for that day together okay? ♥
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the past was too painful for OT5, now, the present is the start of another journey but there's always tomorrow, & their roads will cross again, and that day, for sure, we will see a smiles painted on their faces. :)
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it is new journey, and i believe ot5 paths HAS to cross again... and they say time heals everything, it has to. so one day, we'll see their smiling faces again. and they'll just laugh it all off, ♥ we'll be okay, i know it :D
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It hurts soo much to see them smile but it hurts more to see them cry because I know that they only smile for us fans and keep their cries for themselves. I would rather cry with them than to see them cry alone. Afterall we are one.
I tried avoiding their news as much as possible and cram myself with the other idol bands but they just keep popping up. I just can't keep crying and hoping that they'll come back as five but I still believe they will because a big part of me really don't want to let go.
Even if they don't come back as five, they should at least be there for each other like they should instead of seperating.
I miss them so much, Jinny unnie. And words alone cannot describe how much I miss them as a whole.
I just don't want to see them cry again but actually smile. :/
I feel like I'm contradicting myself for saying one thing and then another.
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oh gosh. it hurts SO MUCH, especially right now, knowing nothing can be ever the same again. no matter how much i wish wish and wish it doesn't D: & exactly. i thought watching old videos can make me feel better, but it DOESN'T. only makes me miss them more ;_;
tbh, it's SO painful to look at JYJ/HM right now. even when they are crying and smiling, it just makes me depressed. i just want to give up fandom now. like there's a NEED to bc it seems like its ONLY going to get worst DDDDD: because it feels like their drifting further and further away from each other T_T
im glad you went to other fandoms. i have none, so that's why it hurts even more right now D: & me too. right now. i can ONLY wish HM gives JYJ their blessings or else im not sure if i want to support ANY of them T_____T (gosh im such a bad fan /sobs) but i am selfish and want them back as wellll.
/HUGGLES YOU TIGHTLY. im sorry for ranting to you, lol and dw, im MADE up of contradictions too D: lol
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