DDDDDD: im so sorry gotami unnie. i thought this would help, but reading through what i wrote today makes me feel even more today. because it made everything seem EVEN more real now, and i had been trying to tell myself otherwise. i don't want to believe JYJ would move on this fast, but they have ti. and i understand that they have to, but i still don't want to believe it. not ever. i still want to believe they will hold hard after homin.... but even if they are, things seems quite impossible now. (im like ranting right now and i doubt my words are making any sense, lol)
but really. it's SO true that nothing can EVER last forever, no matter how much we wish or want it to be. everything has an end and a beginning, nothing is infinite and sadly, this fandom seems to be ending. but i hope, and praying REALLY hard that their friendship will never end. because i want to believe in their ot5 love until the end of time ;_;
yes. i think i finally need to deal with RL now. i think i've been avoiding it, but i truly need to grow up D:
/huggles you. ilysfm. and im sorry you came into this fandom during the times when there's so much tears and saddness T_____T but if you believe it, one day things will get better. it has to okay? ♥
but really. it's SO true that nothing can EVER last forever, no matter how much we wish or want it to be. everything has an end and a beginning, nothing is infinite and sadly, this fandom seems to be ending. but i hope, and praying REALLY hard that their friendship will never end. because i want to believe in their ot5 love until the end of time ;_;
yes. i think i finally need to deal with RL now. i think i've been avoiding it, but i truly need to grow up D:
/huggles you. ilysfm. and im sorry you came into this fandom during the times when there's so much tears and saddness T_____T but if you believe it, one day things will get better. it has to okay? ♥
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