Justin seemed broken after the raid. He didn't tell me much really, but there are whispers in Hogsmeade. He saw two people die. Right in front of him. MacDougals.

It's hard to tell when someone who is usually stoic is... more quiet than normal. I don't know what to say or do. Be here, I suppose. That's all he really did for me  after Andy  when I  ( Read more... )

Daniel owled.

Tom owled him.

I am going to kill Tom.

The only people talking to me are in this pub or family   wish I could talk to Suse

He hasn't even "lived" here for two weeks and I'm already going nuts. That's normal, right? It has to be normal.

Of course, most people probably don't have to live with someone who is a little OCD. Or a lot, depending on how you'd like to look at it. Maybe because he wasn't "really" living here, whatever that means, he tried harder not to let it ( Read more... )

Justin had to leave early on Christmas day. He was only home for a few hours to sleep before they called him back in. I was really hoping he'd get a little time off. We basically live together   you know, without the actually asking him to live here part   but with our schedules, it's like we barely see each other.

We did spend most of the day ( Read more... )

Percy Weasley and Theodore Nott have no idea what they've done with their refusals. At least Weasley's was polite and including flowers. I didn't tell Justin who sent them. His scowl was quite cute. It he gets jealous, I'll laugh out loud ( Read more... )

I've been in a bubble for the last week or so. It's a very safe bubble and I don't want to leave it.

It's a Justin bubble and I'm quite happy being in it.

I've been going to work at Weasleys'. Fred doesn't look at me in concern anymore, which means I've been putting on weight. Justin assures me he can't see it, but call me shallow, but I don't like ( Read more... )

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I got an invitation to a ball.

A masquerade ball.

It's from Simone Capper. Sometimes dinner partner and surprise friend of Blaise's. Not sure what to do with that. I don't have the money right now to buy a dress, let alone one that would be good enough for a masquerade ball.

Suppose I could cover it for the Prophet?

No. Of course not.

Though... it is ( Read more... )

He sent me a tree. There's a tree sitting in my living area between the two chairs. I now have three things in the living area.

What am I supposed to do with a tree?

Don't get me wrong. I'm very... he owled me and it had been a while and even though I didn't show it, I guess I'd been waiting for it.

It's a tree.

Does it  What does that mean? What do I

 It's late. I'm awake. I know I have to be up tomorrow for work. I know this. I can't get to sleep.

I feel like I'm waiting for something. I don't know what. But I'm waiting. Maybe it's for something good. Something that will make me happy. I'm not  It feels more like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop.   It always

This always happens. I have ( Read more... )