I was so unique,
Now I feel skin deep.
I count on the make-up to cover it all..
Crying myself to sleep cause I cannot keep their attention:
I thought I could be strong,
But it's killing me.

Does someone hear my cry?
I'm dying for new life...

I want to be beautiful...
Make you stand in awe.
Look inside my heart,
and be amazed.
I want to hear you say ( Read more... )

all last week in English we watched the Dead Poets' Society. i had seen most of it before, but i never really appreciated its value until i watched it again.

( in case you havent seen it... )

Back to school, back to school…
To prove to Dad that I'm not a fool.
I got my lunch packed up,
My boots tied tight,
I hope I don't get in a fight…
Ohhhh, back to school.

i guess i could say that my year started with a bang (the sound of my car hitting the bumper in front of me).

i can already tell that its going to be a fresh start, a new slate. i think i already try to take every opportunity to do that--to "start over", so to speak--but ive never taken full advantage of the situation. so i find myself at a ( Read more... )

"Whatever happens in life is fine - just trust in that."

--Thanks Steph...

MY YEAR IN REVIEW ( Read more... )

im finally okay with not being okay. i need to talk about this. i need to incorporate how it makes me feel into the retreat coming up. should this be scaring the hell out of me? the worst part about it is that i dont find it all that wrong ( Read more... )

( WHO THINKS OF THESE QUESTIONS? )

so remember how i used to be a lot more forward than i am now? well, the censors are slowly being removed.

the biatch is back.

i have never felt more real. i have never felt more alive.

things i loved about this christmas:
-having the 12 days of christmas at practice in the morning
-going to mass on christmas eve
-feeling Christ's presence throughout the whole season
-going to bed with the christmas pillows my mom got for us like 10 years ago
-getting an email from my sister
- ( Read more... )