I watched a really wonderful movie today, and I would recommend it to just about anyone.  It was Under the Tuscan Sun and no: it isn't a chick flick.  It is a comical and romantic story of a woman who feels like she's never going to enjoy life again, yet she realizes that she already has all the peices to her puzzle, she just has to put them ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up at 6:15 (but I laid in bed for over two hours trying to force myself to go back to sleep).  I recieved a phone call from my mom (who was downstairs) at 8:50, telling me to wake up because I had to watch my 3 year old brother today.   And now I am quite confused and pissed and my body is craving some sleep.  I got about 3 or 4 ( Read more... )

My life is spiraling downward into a deep and neverending abyss.   Only I can save myself... yet that seems impossible.

This past week I honestly felt like I grew spiritually and have developed a stronger relationship with God, but right now I am so down I just don't even know how to pray.   Please pray for me guys, I really need help.

I almost died yesterday on the bypass.  I was trying to change lanes and I forgot to check my mirrors.  It was terrifying.  Last night I went to the church's softball game, and we lost 19-5.   I had a good time though, I got to hang out with my friends and cheer on the guys.  Afterward I went to Applebee's with a few people and that was very tense ( Read more... )

My eyes feel like they're on fire because I can't sleep anymore.

Zac, Lucas, and Bethany just left my house like 2 seconds ago, and I am probably going to stay up until I can pass out because I just know I won't sleep anyway.  We played cards and Zac and I played guitar and violin and we ate a lot and hung out.  I had a lot of good laughs but ( Read more... )

I can't sleep yet my head is throbbing and it wants me to lay down.  The drive inn was okay, the movie was bad, but the company was alright.

I'm mad at myself right now, but hey what's new.

I'm sorry for everything guys. I know I've screwed up... please don't hate me

I hope tomorrow will be a little better.

Let's go run after the sunset.

That would be lovely.

Too bad it was just a dream

xoxo's make the world go round.

So denied so I lied
Are you the now or never kind?
In a day and a day love
I'm going to be gone for good again

Are you willing to be had? Are you cool with just tonight?

Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to ( Read more... )

I'm getting ready to go to the drive inn in a bit.  I hope it storms really bad and we have to be evacuated because of a tornado watch and then the screen gets ripped up just like in the movie Twister.

A tree limb hit my head really hard while I was mowing today, it sucked.  I think it's going to leave a mark...

Today has been remotely boring, ( Read more... )

I wish people could understand me better... hell I don't even understand myself right now... what am I talking about.

I need a friend

I played football and basketball tonight at church... it was fun except all the boys were sexist and didn't pass... I should start a women's rights movement... maybe another time though.  Right now I think I have an ear infection or something.  My ear and jaw is in excruciating (spelling?) pain.  So I don't feel up to any protesting.

Tommorow is an ( Read more... )