i don't have time for this!

good omens for creativity.. i tacked them to my wall. a few days until the meeting, and what frames my life? so tired and ordinary, so fleeting extraordinary. chopstick frames. or ribbon. sticks and stones. or nothing at all. i sit on my kitchen floor in white underwear and stare at the long mirror with ink in my hand. and who is this ( Read more... )

there aren't really any ghosts here. well, not ones that are so.. attached. they come and go, come and go. they're as ambigious and inaccessible as the people here. and i'm wondering what, in one week's time, the ghosts will be like. among my familiar pine trees. and ocean. and arms. and if they'll be thick. if i'll be scared.. or if i ( Read more... )

i have kidz bop stuck in my head. volume 7. the float on version. and james, shut up, thats a good modest mouse song. hee. annnnnd a good modest mouse album. i have decided that i automatically lose five points of respect for people who only 'sorta like' that silly little band or 'could take them or leave them.' (regis stop pushing your ( Read more... )

unattached.

in a healthy way.

'To speak truly, few adult persons can see nature. Most persons do not see the sun. At least they have a very superficial seeing. The sun illuminates only the eye of the man, but shines into the eye and the heart of the child. The lover of nature is he whose inward and outward senses are still truly adjusted to each other; who has retained the ( Read more... )

so silly young dramatic these days. i will not be cordial. frank o'hara and a bottle of honey ( Read more... )

feeling older than my skin. in vermont springtime hasn't happened yet. i bundle up. the days are gray and the mountains hide in the beards of the clouds. they're growing their whiskers out to the lake, drooling about themselves, licking their passionate lips and making them even dryer. the ranges speak my name a bit. i'm not sure what they're ( Read more... )

it's hard being a human being.. yeah, it's harder than anything else ( Read more... )

it itches! (!!!!)