Okay so last year I got a card on Valentines day in the mail from a 'secret admirer' You know, cute. BUT. It's been a year since I got the card and I still don't know who it is. AND I GOT HOME FROM JAQUI'S HOUSE AND I GOT ANOTHER FUCKING CARD!!! And it's signed "Heart-with-arrow-through-it-and-a-question-mark." I am so angry T_T ( Read more... )

Holy freakin' crap. I don't think I've been this happy in a loooong fuckin' time. I mean, YAY! FUCK ME YEAH! AAAHH ( Read more... )

Wow. I feel so crappy. I dunno why. I just do. I feel useless, ugly, unimportant, boring, stupid, dependent, bitter, and...just...argh. I get mad too easily, I get jealous too easily. I just all over suck. I have zero good qualities, I'm annoying. I'm over-emotional and I hate everything. I've been so bitter lately. I just semi-lost one of the best ( Read more... )

Hmm. Interesting weekend. Went to Derek's on Saturday morning. I stayed over at his aunts house on Friday night, because she was going to Goderich in the morning anyway. So, I sat wrapped up in a blanket for like 2 hours to watch D play baseball. Which was some-what amusing but I was always cold and always had to pee >>; Go figure eh? Me and Mel ( Read more... )

Hmm. Update time.
Things are going okay.
I get annoyed a lot.
As always
And uh...

Yeah.

I can't really think of anything to type
I used to have a big rant in my mind
but I don't want to say it.

Too long.

Bai.

Right. So I think I'm in love with the Stils. Generally, nothing's happened. Had the biggest fucking headache of my life last night. And worked for the longest 3 hours of my life ( Read more... )

Well, long time no update. Went to Goderich for the weekend. (Yes. the whole weekend) And then to Oshawa on Sunday, just for the day. We drove the Audi <3 Aaaand, I love bagels with herb and garlic cream cheese <3333

So. Sherri's holding my head.

So. Um...Yes.

ALRIGHT, FUCKERS ( Read more... )

I can't stand her. Really, I can't. She doesn't seem to use her brain. And she's fucking paranoid. There are specific reasons I don't tell her things. She goes all psycho on my ass and tries to confine me. Now that she knows I'm not a virgin, she'll be all fucking annoying and watching over us when he's up. And what the hell does she think is going ( Read more... )

Right. Happy New Year, Happy Birthday Jaqui, Happy 7 Month Anniversary Derek ( Read more... )