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Dear Baby Jesus I'm Back
So its been three years since the last time i wrote in this journal. I'm thirty now i have a girlfriend and im finally out as a lesbian after struggling for years. As far as everything but my finances im happy. I made new friends lost some friends. I started my weight lost journey and already lost 100lbs. Excited to see what the future holds for me ( Read more... ) -
Dear Baby Jesus I'm so tired
Tired of looking at my paycheck and wondering how I'm make it through one more week. Its either be broke or work so many hours that you have no life what so ever. Hoping and praying for this better job so i dont have struggle anymore.
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confessions
Since this is the only place where no one I know in real life is on I will admit this here. I have a giant enormous crush on a guy who has a girlfriend. I think his girlfriend knows and I think he knows.
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I am back
Its been two years since I wrote on this thing. Two years of change I have been unemployed a couple of times. been to a ton of concerts and general craziness. I am working now at a courier and logistics company. I am in customer service. I have met Travis Mccoy and almost died of heat stroke in the process. Have fallen in love with new music ie ( ( Read more... ) -
Dear baby jesus I love this man
I saw Travis McCoy last night at the Brooklyn Bowl. One of the best concert ever. By some miracle we ended up right by the stage . Travis is so sexy in person. I actually got to hold his hand 5 times. His skin is so soft. It was the most amazing experience ever. I can't wait for the new album. Going to see him again on weds with cobra, and 3oh3
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dear baby jesus why do I always fall for those guys?
Met a new guy last week at church. He is an amazing vocalist from the group Israel and the New Breed which is a gospel group. He totally won my heart when he actually sang jill scott for me. "he loves me" has never sounded so romantic. So I just had to propose. I hoping some how some way he might like me. Cause I love the way he hugs me and calls ( Read more... ) -
dear baby jesus why are men such liars?
Memo to you asshole why the hell would you fix your damn face to me and lie. No you did not try to call no you did not leave messages on facebook. you want me to be bow at the altar of your dick well no its not gonna happen. No not because that shit was wack but because you couldn't have the decency to actually stay in the room. what the heck was ( Read more... ) -
dear baby jesus what just happened?
So I just got home from visiting my choir director in the hospital. Glad to see she is doing fine. Spent some time with the family. But now I am in my room and I feel like my heart is in my throat like I want to cry and I really can't pinpoint what it is. It's like this feeling just came over me weird. going to bed.
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dear baby jesus got some more ink
I am in love with my new tattoo. my tattoo artist did his thing as usual. So tell me what you guys think.
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Dear baby jesus its time for some more ink
This weds hopefully I will be getting another tattoo. This time doing what I never thought I would do and getting lyrics tattooed. " Don't Tell Me It's Over" in a pretty font with the actual chords underneath. Really looking forward to seeing what kind of masterpiece my boy Soner can come up with. He is the greatest ever. hopefully by summer he ( Read more... )
