Now that I've finally gotten into the swing of meditation it's remarkable the awareness it brings. For instance, I can say I want to loose weight and need to exercise all I want, I don't have much motivation to do so. But as I practice awareness meditation I become aware of the limits of my body, become aware that there are stretches and exercises ( Read more... )

When one cannot think of a beginning, it would be best to just start where you are. Sagely advise to be sure, but the question many find they get hung up on is exactly where AM I now? That would perhaps best be cured by an empty mind in which one lives solely in the present; free from the judgements, values, and bias one imposes upon the world. We' ( Read more... )

Have you ever had one of those days in which you just wanted to get away but had no where to go and no way of getting there? Damn I sound like a teenager although I don't know what it is but I'm going fucking nuts today, I think it's something akin to cabin fever.

Ha! Imagine that! I'm going off about how I want this and that from my relationship and Norm already had it planned out, was just trying to keep secrets from me. Well I'm engaged now, trying to think about wedding dates and also when we'd want to get to work on having a baby.

>: 3

So I had a talk with Norm and I feel much better ( Read more... )

For some reason I have heartburn and a strangely sexual feeling keeping me up tonight so I might as well go over the long diatribe of my hospitalization experience. (As far as staying up I imagine the first symptom is due to actually lying flat on a regular bed and the second I'm unsure of at all but I'm not arguing against it ( Read more... )

I swear. We get out of town for a few days...

-can't visit my dad
-can't go to the zoo
-can't go see a movie
-can't get beer
-can't get my paycheck before we leave

I'm irked. >: ( All he's fucking doing is watching tv. Seriously! Get off your ass!!!! I'm not sitting through another fucking NCIS marathon.

Jesus fucking Christ. Seriously, what in the glorious fuck did I do? Because obviously, I'm experiencing karmic backlash of epic proportions ( Read more... )

So evidently my subconscious is having a field day during my vacation ( Read more... )

So I'm having the hardest time concentrating to start writing. No offense to Toki, but a break from RPs is just what I need to do just that. : D Unfortunately, while it's easy to get inspired, it's hard to know where to start. I'd like to do one of those plots where I don't constantly spend all my time explaining how everything works and just ( Read more... )