Mar 16, 2010 09:40
Jesus fucking Christ. Seriously, what in the glorious fuck did I do? Because obviously, I'm experiencing karmic backlash of epic proportions.
First of all, it's ridiculous that every fucking one else in America gets taught how to drive. Me? I'm 25 and still don't know how. Second...it costs way too much damn money at the DMV itself. The grand total for me getting licensed is getting closer and closer to $1000, because the driver's schools are more expensive now. That...and the permit test alone is $30. Jeesh. I bet they ask me how long a 16 year old stays in jail if they get caught driving drunk again too. I'm not going to waste $30 fucking dollars on the off chance of that shit happening. Good luck me getting an opportunity to go to the DMV again too.
Second....fuck Ford Credit too. Either fire his ass or don't. I can't get another job cause I don't know if he's going to be laid off. I can't quit my lame ass minimum wage going abso-fucking-lutely nowhere job because he might be laid off. I can't spend my fucking money cause I dunno if he's going to be laid off. For that matter, even if I did have my permit which I don't...I can't take driver's ed because I don't know if he's going to be laid off.
Seriously though world, is it too much to ask to give me a damn opportunity to get on my feet? I know I fucked up a long time ago as a teenager. I realize leaving Job Corps was probably a dumb idea at the time. (Not that they would have done shit for me anyways. Edison fucked me over in all the ways they could. Shoulda stayed at Harper's Ferry.)
Anyways I'm bitching for the sake of bitching. The lesson here folks is don't move in with a significant other until your shit is straight...cause you're never going to have the opportunity to get it straight afterwards. -_-; Too fucking obligated.